life is short dont waste one second

my job

2006-07-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

now i work at IGA in eastview. i have made a couple friends. one in particular , but i dont know if he would consider us super good friends. his name is josh walters. i liked him bt i kinda guessed he didnt like me so i am just content to be friends. but itold him that i did in an e-mail. probly not the best move, lol.
and ialot of the girls i work with are really nice. soo everthing is ok for me this summer. and i wish i would see u guys at skool next year but i will visit lots kk!
God bless u durring the rest of the summer, and i will visit hopfully in the first month
luv nicki

hi again

2006-07-03T12:45:00.000-07:00

well my summer has been quite interesting. i have been at the beach twice in two days. gone down the river, and two of my really good frinds (tanya and mike) are engaged yesterday durring our church service. we hasd it out side for canada day. mike came out in a black suit, carring a rose in his guitar clip. he startded singing a song that he wrote for her. gave her the rose and a pack of smarties,(awwww) . then he got on one knee and brought out the most beautiful ring. i almost started to cry. it was so cute. well that has been my first summer week and it has been fun.

hey how is your summer?

2006-06-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

well well well how is everyone so far? i am having so much fun not being in school! sleeping in a tent out in the back yard, biking, sleeping in until 11:00 or later. and so much more! i love it. but i really need to find a good summer job and fast because my mom adn two sisters and i all want to go to mexicio next christmas, s oi need to save up some money. i also want to go to jamacia after i graduate and save money fro college. I need MONEY. i am so poor not kidding. i am a failure :( (sniff sniff) well tell me wat you all have been up to
hugs and kisses

THREE DAYS LEFT

2006-06-20T17:21:00.000-07:00

well only three tests left and then we are DONE!!! i am so excited and then is is summer!
i can hardly contain myself.

kate and laure's ode

2006-06-15T17:31:00.000-07:00

KATE
kate is a great friend
she is always ready to lend a hand
i wish i could have know her betters
but now i shall have to write her lots of letters

LAUREN
lauren is sweet
she is very neat
she is kind
but always has boys on her mind
(just jokes)

sorry

2006-06-13T18:20:00.001-07:00

sorry dara i didn't mean that as a bad thing i promise!
please forgive me?
here is another ode to you
DARA
dara rocks my world
her hair lookes awsome curled
dara rocks my socks off
i love her so much

Ode to Robyn

2006-06-11T13:54:00.000-07:00

Robyn is so awsome
robyn is so cute
robyn is like a blossom
she will take your lute
Oh yeah!!

An ode to dara

2006-06-11T13:49:00.000-07:00

Dara is so random
i love her so
dara is so random
i don't have any thing to ryme with so
Yeah!

hey!

2006-06-06T17:42:00.000-07:00

how did everyone enjoy the canoe trip? it was ok i guess except that miss k was super grumpy!!!
oh well! i am excited that all the gr 10's only have 2 weeks and 3 days left of school and tests.
so i am guessing that i should start studying. or i migth have dire consequences. not really
i have no idea what all my marks are, which i should probably find out so i can see if my marks need to come up.
i have a great feeling the all need to come up quite a bit , except for gym and maybe drama.
i am really trying to use every color in the rainbow, but i have a feeling it might now work, blast
oh wait i lied. sorry everyone, but it seems that i have done it, wow i am so bored right now, can you tell?

YC, 2006!

2006-05-30T17:46:00.000-07:00

Wow Yc 2006 was the best was the best one yet ,for me anyway. I loved cris tomline, barlow girl, and of corse hawk nelson. i wish they would make it last for a whole week. but that probably means it would ocst more. but let me say this, it would be worth every penny!

so hot, WHY DON'T I JUST COLAPS RITE NOW!

2006-05-16T16:18:00.000-07:00

i wish we could be in a place like that with this type of weather because it is bloody hot out there! but it is so nice. i luv it so much. and tomorrow it is back to normal classes then the play at 5:30. CRAPPY!! i just wish summer holidays were here. but its not because i want to get the school year over with but i want to ditch my friends. I just want to spend the whole day out side because it is so nice out! how does everyone else feel??

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2006-05-09T17:22:00.000-07:00

just wanted to say hi to everyone since i have been neglecting my "post". tehe there's a knee slapper. I am so BORED right now!

2006-04-20T14:01:00.000-07:00

Can you read this?
C D E D B D bunnies?
M R not E D B D bunnies!
O S A R! C D E D B D fluffy cottontails?
L I B! M R 2 E D B D bunnies! more easter fun!

SNIFF SNIFF

2006-04-20T13:31:00.000-07:00

Daniel is so sweet to jessica, and i read one of the e-mails he sent her, and i seriously cried ,because eric never said anything like that to me. I still feel like an idiot for liking him. BUT I AM STILL HAVING THE HARDEST TIME TO NOT THINK OF HIM. GGGRRRRRR! well i had a blast on tues and wed, because i got to hang with me and my dad, just the two of us it was so much fun. on tues we went to dickson dam gravel pits and went guading. then yesterday we rode on his honda 900 bike. we went to rocky then back to sylvan. my dad had to take his work truck into red deer to get the radiator fixed, so we loaded the bike into the back of his truck, droped off the truck at his work, unloaded the bike, and just toured around town. it was loads of fun. herer is a easter joke: Do you know why rabbits are so good in math?
put your anwsers in your comment and i will tell you the anwser on my next post.
ttfn for now.

YEEHAW!!

2006-04-16T16:20:00.000-07:00

random question :who likes country music, especially carrie underwood, and kieth urban (just for u dara and robyn[lol])? My friend erin let me borrow some country cd's and i burnt 2 full of country songs. it is all erins fault that i like country, not complaning though. but i really enjoy it now. and i used to hate country. well i got to talk to my friend tim from calgary, and who goes to the same camp i do, in august. he is really nice, and he is really hot. hope you all had a great Easter :) xoxoxoxoxoxox

2006-04-16T11:49:00.000-07:00

Well eric was there again today,and wow he just totally ignored me. all he said to me was "guard my fun dip pack with your life, well with my life" Not evern a please or thanks. And when he looked at me i almost cried. i don't know why i cant get him off my bloody mind! I started to cry today because he acts like iam not even there. and he wanted to be friends even after he broke up with me, those were his actual words. but now he barly even talks to me. SCREW ERIC!

yoyoyo g-unitz

2006-04-11T16:10:00.000-07:00

hi , i just had to put that. guess what my computer won't let me do? it wont let me paste pics to my picture folder. GRRRRRRRRR! AND CURSES ON MY COMPUTER! welli feel kinda better now that i am done my presentation. I don't like Mr. V For some reason and i can't figure out why? meh, well supposedly i am a snob!, acording to lindsey. h and jade. g. Because i didn't want ot sit where they wanted me to. I will be so happy when we have easter holidays.

jeremy sumpter is sooooooo hot. I thought he was like 18 but he is 16 and is 7 months and 10 days older than me, exactly, oh yay forget about the computer complaint, it works now. hehe.

Well i gotogo. hugs and kissed xoxoxo

OH WO IS ME!

2006-04-04T15:06:00.000-07:00

Not really,I just had to put that, because it was fun. Except that my STUPID PRINTER ISN'T WORKING AND I NEED TO PRINT OFF MY DUMB DRAMA REPORT! GRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Oh well i can't really do anything about it unless we get a new pirnter, because we never really use the scanner, and fax machine. But we do use the photocopier.

ARRRGGGG!

2006-03-26T19:21:00.000-08:00

I feel so weird today, and i don't bloody know why! Sorry for the outrage, but today has just been weird. and i don't like it at all. WHY !!!!!!

Dear God,

2006-03-24T20:46:00.000-08:00

I want to pray for Jessica right now, that you would take these headaces away, and that she would start feeling better soon. And that she dosen't have to get surgery. And thankyou that Erin passed her course, and that she would be able to find a job that will suite her and that will pay well. Amen!
Hey everyone, I thought I would start this post off with a little prayer.
I need your guys' help! But you will probably be upset with me. But here it is...
I think I am switching schools for grade 11 and 12. Here are my reasons...
#1- i have wanted to try a new school since grase 8
#2- i am the only one going to school next year, so C.O.M.P. is closer to my house so i can walk to school.
#3-i have friends there so i wont be alone
PLEASE DON'T HATE ME!!!!

I AM A-OK NOW!

2006-03-21T19:15:00.000-08:00

well i am finally over eric because of something erin told me tonight. But a part of him will always be with me. But now i can start looking at other guys, and who knows maybe i will end up like erin, and find somone who really cares about me. Random question: Who is excited for EASTER?

WHY NOW???

2006-03-20T17:23:00.000-08:00

I don't know why i feel so terible about eric breaking up with me, but maybe it is because i didn't want it to end. and even though I complaned a little, maybe it was just because i wanted attention from a guy, because i have never been close to any of my cousins(who are all guys). And never had a guy that was someone i knew for a long time. unlike jessica, i have really only had girl friends until the VandenBrinks came to our church. Why is life so depressing a lot of the time? I DON'T UNDERSTAND!?

I FEEL SO TERIBLE!

2006-03-16T20:27:00.000-08:00

well i found out something tonight about Eric, and I feel terible about it. Well on sunday before eric left to go back to lacome, he gave me a hug and i gave him a kiss on the cheek. But i know he wanted a real kiss. But i was feeling kinda rushed, and confused, about our relationship. But i was talking to my friend erin tonight. she is going out with eric's older bro matt. I guess eric was talking to omatt about sunday and was wondering if i still liked him or not, and thought that is why i gave hime a "cheek kiss". When erin told me this i felt so bad about all the thing i said about him, and wondering if i still wanted to go out with him or not. S oi phoned him up tonight and appolagized to him for that but didn't tell him for what reason, because he said he would phone me back tonight. But he didn't and i think he is leaving tomorrow :(

I NEED HELP!

2006-03-16T15:57:00.000-08:00

It has finally hit me, about Eric. I really like him, but he just dosen't seem to pay alot of attention to me. Like yesterday, I was really scared and confused, about something, and to me and others he didn't seem that concerned about me. and when people were praying for me, Greg reached out for my hand and held it, but not Eric, I had to touch his hand before he kinda held it. And I don't want that! A lot of people have been saying, "Nicole, you deserve better!"
But I really want to talk to him, and I would probably say something like this. " Eric, I need to talk to you. I have been feeling that you are scared to hold my hand, and maybe I am a little scared too, because I have never had a boyfriend. But if you would hold mine in public, I wouldn't be as nervouse anymore.
And did you see my face yesterday when I was scared? If there was ever a time I really needed you that was it. I just need to know, Are you willing to make this relationship work, because I will if you will. I really like you, and I want to know if you feel the same about me?
So what do you all think? Would that be good to say? Please let me know. And please keep me in your prayers. :)

Sweet!

2006-03-15T15:39:00.000-08:00

Well, I have a msn account now! but I feel so behind in the times. Like I should have had it a long time ago. But there is nothing I can do about it now. If anyone has msn, let me know please :) Here is mine verycherry_5@hifive.com. Oh ya! Have fun for me in drama tomorrow :) (:

ouch!!!

2006-03-03T18:38:00.000-08:00

i got my eyebrows done today, and wow did it hurt! random question: who thinks snow looks like fairy dust, at night when it is falling down under a street light? lauren wants to say hi. eric comes back for a week on the 12th iam sooo happy. horay.
well ttfn for now.

GO CANADA GO !!

2006-02-21T17:28:00.000-08:00

I am so proud to be a Canadian. We are kicking butt, this year at the olympics.
It is so cool we won gold for the women's hockey !

GONE

2006-02-18T09:36:00.000-08:00

Well on Thusday, Eric came into red deer to hang-out for one last time. He met me at the mall,and we just hung until jessica came to pick us up. Then we had to pick up charles, at the movie theatre, also s owe could pick a movie. From there we went to VV Boutique (value village). And then to DQ for a bite to eat, and we all talked for a while. WEh nwe all got in the van, Eric says" well i better give you your val Day present." So he pulls out a cd case. It's a jack johnson cd. And then i gave him his, and he gave me the biggest hug and just held me.
He also kissed me before we went into the theatre. Twice durring the movie! And held my hand till the end of the movie, and all the out to the van. We all piled nito the van. it looked kinda funny :) eric and me were sitting beside eachother, and he kisses me again. When his dad got there he got out the van leaned in huged me for a long time, and then kissed me once more. It waas so sad thought I was going to cry when he left.
But Before he left yesterday, he phoned me and we talked for along time. It was so nice.
And yesterday i went to a hockey game with my church. and i t hit me that Eric was GONE for like 6 months. But i will probably get a job in june down there. Sooo will get to see him lots.
Well thanx for reading my oh so exciting story. The r won't be any for a while. -nickiPink's music

HEART BROKEN

2006-02-15T16:37:00.000-08:00

Well tonight is the last time i will see Eric in a while. And iam so so so so sad. I am going to miss him so much. But i got him a Valentines gift. I got him a sweet blue, green and,grey volcom wallet. t is really nice. Well ttf nfor now

ONE WEEK LEFT!

2006-02-01T15:08:00.000-08:00

Well to be exact 8 1/2 days before Feb break. Yay, I am so excited. Random Question:
Who Hates math. I do Because I can never understand. The Verdict: SUMMER SCHOOL!
Oh well, maybe with this I can finally understand math better.

SCHOOL IS SO DIFFERENT THIS YEAR!

2006-01-30T18:50:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone, how was your day? Mine was so borring, plus I was super tired ,espically after school. I almost fell asleep when I was watching tv. School has changed a lot. Well to me, I am getting really sick of doing the same thing everyday, for six hours a day. And the thing that sucks, I have been feeling this way for a long time. Which is bad, and I should really change my attitude, but it is really hard. I need advice really bad. HELP ME!!!!
Random question: Wh olikes painting their nails, and if yes, what is your fav colour to paint them?

TOMORROW TOMORROW

2006-01-26T14:12:00.000-08:00

Hi ya'll! Well tomorrow is the big day ,and i can't wait. I have had phantom of the opera stuck in my head all day. It is all i have been listening to since i got home yesterday. but u probably don't care. well ttfn for now
nicki

MIKE LEWIS IS MY FRIEND :)

2006-01-24T15:49:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone! how is life treatin' you? like my pic?
Mike is soo cool. i even drew this pic, and wow it was hard to draw his face/lips, and guitar.
random question: who can't wait for the ski trip?
I know i cant. Jessica thinks he is hot(mike) and dosent know wether to say yes to Charles?
When i think she should! Because they would be soooo cute.
Anyway, back to the ski trip. Who is going to the hot springs ? I don't really want to , soooo I am missing out on that :(
Well got to go!
HAVE A GOOD EVENING

Everythin's guna be alright

2006-01-23T16:17:00.000-08:00

Well, it lookes like everthing b/t me and eric is a-ok. SWEET How hav eeverone of you been? how was ur weekend? I had sooo much fun on saturday night , cause i got yo see Lords of DogTown. such a sad movie. And on sunday, i got to do sound at our churches night service (Corner stone) IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!
RANDOM QUESTION: who likes amy lee

The phantom of the opera is there!

2006-01-19T17:28:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone! random question: who likes phantom of the opera? I totally love that movie.

Well ttfn for now!

He came by again

2006-01-18T16:55:00.000-08:00

Well someone who totally ignored me, and wanted me to be his girlfriend, and then told me he

had a girlfriend, came by tonight. That's right, BRANDON JOHNSTON !!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! :P Well I was

watching t.v, when the door bell rings. So I go to anwser it, and it's him.

So we went to Joseph welsh and back, and yes I told him I had a b-friend. So yah it was kinda

okward. oh wel.

Sorry everone about yesterdays question. Now I feel really bad, BAD NICOLE.

OOOUUUCCHHH, NICOLE HURT HERSELF. Random Question: Who has ever heard of James Brown? If not here is a poem by him :
"THE WAY I SEE IT"
I have faith. Faith in our wondrous capicity for hope and good, love and trust, healing and forgivness.
Faith in the blessing of our infinite abilit to wonder, question, pray ,feel, think, and learn. I have faith in the infinite possibilities of human spirit.
- James Brown.

2006-01-17T17:35:00.000-08:00

"I Don't Know"
I don't know if things are going to work between me and Eric. But that just might be the "worry girl" inside of me. the only reason i think this way is, because when ever i try to talk to him, he always has to go after about 5 min after we start talking. Just like tonight! But if I see him tomorrow at Bible study, i am going to talk to him about how i feel. Example: if we are really going out, cause it is getting really confusing, because of when he talkes to me. I don'know, maybe it's just that he is a little shy right now, I am sooooooo cunfuzzled!!
Random question: who thinks the play is going to fly? not me. Sorry,but i really don't think so.
Thanx for the support everyone, it was greatly appreciated :)

2006-01-16T20:17:00.000-08:00

MY PRAYER: Dear Lord please help me want to follow you more, i want, to know you more!

I want to know you
I want to see your face, I want to know you more.

2006-01-16T19:47:00.001-08:00

Am I Falling Away ?

Random Question: If you feel like you are falling away from God, but don't want to, and feel like God is a chore in your life. What is the best thing to do???
I like having disusssions about God and going to bible study, but feel like I have to read durring Bible study, I need to find a way to become more interested in God, so it isn't like a chore. That is one of my resolutions :To strenghthen my walk with God. I really hope I can. I think the hardest thing for me is, believing in someone you can't see.
When everyone is saying "I heard from God last night." I feel left in the dust (literally) because I don't know,or i can't tell if have heard from Him or not!!
I am really hoping everything will change soon and I can take more time out of my day, and set it aside for God. Can All of you pray for me, because it would be greatly appreciated. Much luv and God bless. Nicki

2006-01-14T20:36:00.000-08:00

Howdy ya'll. Rando question who likes the beattles? And how was everyones weekend? i got to go skating at Sylvan! it was great fun. I was heading toward my dad's truck to take my guards off. About 3 feet from his truck, my foot gave out, and i fell really hard of my right knee. (oucchhh that hurt!!!) (funny part) One minute my dad could see me and the next, it was like i fell through the ice. My dad said,"one min i was there and the next I was gone. We both had a good chuckel. It was fun.

2006-01-11T15:38:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone. How r u all ? Good i hope. Random question of the day: Who thinks Hillary Duff's teeth lokked better before she got them done? Well have a good rest of the day! Much luv, nicki

2006-01-10T12:23:00.000-08:00

hey everyone. How was school today? I kinda missed not being in drama. But i think i will be able to go tomorrow. Randm question of the day: who hates being sick, but staying home to sleep, and watch t.v.(evernthough i have only slept today.) Well talk to you later.

2006-01-08T16:18:00.000-08:00

I SURVIVED!
Well I made it through getting my 3 imunizisation shots. With really sore arms. Random question of the day:
Who is going to YC 2006?

2006-01-07T12:05:00.000-08:00

Jan 7,2006
SIXTEEN AND BEEN KISSED :)
HEY EVERYONE, oK LAUREN REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID IF ANYTHING EXCITING HAPPENS, I HAVE TO GIVE YOU ALL THE DETAILS. WELL... WHEN ERIC,CHARLES, AND ME WERE WALKING HOME FROM THE MOVIE, ERIC AND I DROPED CHARLES OFF AT HOME. THEN WE HAD TO WALK TO ERIC'S HOUSE(WHICH TOOK ABOUT 45 MIN, IN FREEZING WEATHER). bUT WE STOPPED TO SIT FOR ABOUT 5 MIN. HE HAD HIS ARM AROUND ME, AND I THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO KISS ME THEN. BUT WHEN WE GOT TO HIS HOUSE WE ALL WATCHED MOVIES.
DURRIN' THE SECOND MOVIE, I HAD MY HEAD ON HIS SHOLDER. HE LOOKED AT ME, PUT HIS HAND UNDER MY CHIN, AND LIFTED MY HEAD. THEN I CLOSED MY EYES, AND THEN HE KISSED ME (I FELT LIKE I WAS IN A MOVIE). THEN HE KISSED ME GOOD- NIGHT, AND BEFORE MY DAD PICKED ME UP THIS MORNING. sO I THINK IT IS PRETTY MUCH OFFICAL NOW!!
wRITE ME !

2006-01-05T17:57:00.000-08:00

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2006-01-05T16:38:00.000-08:00

Hey eveyone, I think i am finally gettin' the hang of this bloggin' thJan 05,2006
Sweet. Hey everyone, I think i am gettin' the hang of this bloggin' thing
Sweet. Today was really fun, especially drama, because we had to act out
scary situations. Personally i think Robyn and Lauren did the best. I can't
believe tomorrow is the weekend, but i like it alot. Except that I have to get
a needle or two, on saturday. NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
You'll never take me alive. (if no one knows, I hate needles with a passion.)
Hope everyone has a good weekend. God Bless. Nicki

2006-01-04T18:06:00.000-08:00

hey Everyone!! How's life. Anyways, Rondom question of the day: who likes hockey? :)well leave me somethin' please.

Guest Book

2005-12-05T16:10:00.000-08:00

On guard! hey , you better leave a comment or Prepare to beg for mercy! (just jokes) except the leaving a comment . Have a great day !!!

You know what I kinda just realized, that guys are really hard to figure out! Especially when they hold your hand and everyone says they like you, but don't mention that they like you . (that was just an example) But what the heck are us girls supposed to do ? Should we say something? should we go along with it(holding hands, him putting his arms around you.) If any one has suggestions please share . Because that would be much appreciated, thanx.